Monday, September 27, 2010

always

I've been seriously slacking on the personal-type entries on this thing.
The blog I had before was chalk full of my deepest emotional turmoils, the exciting and not-so-exciting happenings in my life, and boring stories of what movies I watched on dull days. But I've found with this new blog I've really been sticking to posting about fashion.
To be honest, I probably need to write now more than I ever have. I can feel it inside me, and I've been trying so hard, but it simply isn't happening. It's kind of like the ultimate writers curse. When I truly just want to put pen to paper (or fingers to keys) I have nothing going on in my mind that I feel is worth writing about and I'm uninspired as fuck. Yet when my mind is on overdrive and all I want to do is get everything out, my attempts to write fail miserably. Just miserably. Like tonight..right now. I began typing with the intention of spilling my guts to the vast world that is the internet, but now I have absolutely zero desire to tell any of you what is going on with me (no offense).
Let's just say this past month has been a major learning experience for me and there has been absolutely so much going on. I've been up and I've been down, but I've definitely realized a lot about myself that I always knew, but just needed a refresher course on.
xoxo

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